I was always a little confused about who was attractive. Men didn't like certain types of attention and playing dolls was not an accepted method of getting to the meat of the matter. My TV times which allowed me to see the Donny and Marie Show did nothing to alleviate this confusion. I was fine with Marie and then it was puppy love. I was torn. Never to decide, now I realize those years in therapy were based on my need to have one of each. One for this and one for that. Not going to happen so I blame my ambivalence gender-wise on those pure mormon kids who touched me deeply and put me up on the fence. So I accept it now that I understand Donny and Marie(and the Hollywood Mormon mystique) ruined me.
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